i noticed when i saw
the video of him being
a little bit of a jerk
on the internet
when i saw his face
in the middle of the night
and he looked at me
like i was the one who
was trying to be funny
but he just said that
i look so funny and then
proceeded to laugh
and i was so confused
by his reaction
and i thought he was joking
but then he started crying
so i started crying
and i was just so sad
that he didn’t even know
what he meant
— solar system (a star is our central point)
i love this game so much
but i don’t know how to play
the games i want to play
but it’s a good game
and i want to try
to play them all the time
and play with them every time
they come out of the box
and play with me
— the game of life
the only way i could
ever be able is you can
see the difference
between a man
and a girl in a dress
or dress that you wear
in the summer of love
or the summer of peace
or a woman who
has been married for
two months or so
in a single year
or two years
and you will be happy
and proud to know
what the world is
— becoming
the other way around
i hope that your day
goes well too
and you can rest
well soon too
my dear friend
and thank you for always
being there for my love
and prayers and prayers
and prayers for you
and the rest of my life
i hope that you are well
and have a wonderful
day ahead
my dear friend
i love you so much
and always will be here for me
i love your energy and love
and i hope that you are having
the same energy as me
— the other way around
i think it’s just
a matter of time
until the end of time
and you will be back
in your place again
i think it’s a bit
too soon for you
but you can still be
here for a while
if you’re ready to
come home to
me and you
— reunited
when you get home from work today
and then you get back to work tomorrow
and then you’re done with work
and then you’re back to work
and then you’re going back home again
and then you’re gone
— the fate of sisyphus
the best angel ever
you are my heart and soul
i will never be able
to be happy again and
you will never be alone again
i will never forget that day
i will never forget this moment and
i will forever remember you and
i love you so deeply
my heart is you
— my heart is you
the one who said
you don’t like me
but you don’t know
what you want
to do with me
and i’m
you know
what to do
with your life
and your body
when you’re
in the middle
of the road
with a car
and a dog
on your lap
or something
like that lol
you know
what you want
to do to me
— petting zoo, hunting zone
the only person
who can make me laugh is
you are the only person
who can make me smile
in the morning
when i’m the first thing
you should be looking at
when you get home
from the gym
in the morning
when you’re ready
for the day to
come to you
— the only person (in the morning)
i don’t know what to do with myself anymore
because i don’t know what to do anymore
and i don’t know what i want anymore
so i don’t know what to do with me
and i don’t even know what to do about you
and i don’t know what to say to you
and i don’t know what to think about myself
and i don’t know why i feel like this
— the age of confusion
the way i feel is
you know how i feel
with the way you treat me
and how you feel about me
i just want to know
what you think about me
so that we could be together
and be friends again
— the uncertainty of being left (with no answers)
the only thing
i would add
to the list
of people
who are going to
be in the top
of the list
are those who are
already on top
of the lists
and those who
aren’t already
on the list
are not going to
be on the list
for the rest
of the list
— the list
and look for another job
in the same place as you are now
because you don’t want to go
to the same job again
and you want to be there
for the next job that you want
and then you don’t have to go
back to the next one
— stockholm syndrome
the kids will come to your door
and you will have to
come to the front gate
to open the door for them
and they will go inside
to get you out of there
and then you will have to wait
until they come back
to get you inside the door
and then they will be there
to pick you up at your front door
so they can go to the back door
and you will have to go to your door
to unlock your doors
so you can get in there
and get your stuff out
and then you will have to go back
and go to your car
and get your clothes and stuff
and get your shoes
and everything else
and get the key
and then you can go home
to the car seat
— front door, car seat
i will never forget you
forever my baby
i will always remember
your words and your love and
my prayers for your happiness
always and always and
always and forever
my dear angel
you will be missed forever
— always and forever
and then you
have to go
to the bathroom
and then you
go back
to the bathroom
to do the dishes
and then you
get to go back
to the kitchen
to clean
your bathroom
and then you
can come over
and clean
my bathroom
and i will be
there
in the kitchen
for you
to clean
my bathroom
for me
— perpetual cycle (the sudden realization that life is nothing more than a constant repetition of the in-between state)
they are supposed to
be working with me
on a plan to get
them out of there
so that i don’t lose
my mind over
the weekend
but they have been
trying to do this
since the first time
they left the house
so that i could go
home and sleep for
the rest of my life
— pest control
one for the team
to be able to see
how much of the
game was played
and how much of the
action was taken
to get to know
each player better
and how they played
in each other
— one for the team
of the day for the
first ever event
of our new season
in new year
we have been in
a very busy place
with lots to catch
and learn from
and have been
very happy
with our team
as always
so many people
have a lot of great
things happening
and i am very
excited for this
event to come out
and we are very
happy for the future
and the future is
this was a good idea
and a good one
to start off
the week
— fresh start
with that new house
that i bought for my daughter
that we have been wanting
for years and years now
to come to the conclusion
we need a house with
the same style as yours
so i will be buying
the same house
as you have been wanting
and will have a house that i want
and i am happy to sell for you
if you want to buy me
something nice
for the money
— the disguised heteronomy of societal assimilation
i’m this guy
has been in the news
since he got his first job
in the company
of the week
so i guess
he’s a good person
for that matter
and i hope
he gets better soon
so that i can be
happy and healthy
and get back
to work again in time
to make money
for his future self esteem
— working machine
the way that i am today
is the most common way
for a person to be a part
of the conversation
with their parents
and friends in the future
may be through the phone
or email or text messages
from their mother
in a few days
before they leave for
the next meeting
— networking
the most is this guy
was a great player
but the fact that he is
the most popular of all
is this guy has been
in a cult for a while
but i think he’s just trying
to get his followers
back on the platform
to make him feel
better about himself lol
he is the only reason why
we have to go back
— central figure
don’t mind me asking
what you think of me
i’m the most important
thing about this game
right
here is the most popular
way to get the job done
and you have a lot to
learn from that
— validation
i’m this guy is
the first time
i heard that was
in the middle
of the day
in my head
when my friend
asked me
to come over
to her place
to play
and she was
so happy
to see me
and i was
so proud
to be there
with her
in her room
to talk about
the whole thing
and she said
i was the one
that was the problem
with her
but then i said that
she was the one
to tell me that
she wasn’t okay
and i didn’t know what
to do about that
so i just told her that
she was okay
but she said
i wasn’t okay
so now she
is this guy
— disguise
i’m the only reason
why i have a problem
is this is this is this is this is
this was a good idea
for me to try and get some sleep
before the end of this year
but i’m the only reason
why i don’t have a job right now
and i don’t have a car
and i don’t have a license
and i don’t have a driver
to help me with anything
other than my own family
and my parents have to deal
with me being homeless
and being a burden to them
and they don’t even know
how much i am
so they just keep on being
a little bit too nice to me
when they don’t even care
about me anymore
so i don’t even know
what to do anymore
and i just want to live my life
— paralysis
the best thing to do is
the only way to get
a better view
from the moon
and the sun
in the sky
and the sky is
you know what i mean by that
you don’t have to say anything
but you can just tell me what you think
about my opinion on this subject
or whatever you want to say
or whatever you don’t want to say to anyone
but i don’t care if you think
i‘m the only thing that matters to you
in this world right now
are you in the middle
or in the bottom
or in the top
— reaching for the stars
i will be posting more of my art soon
and i will be sharing more of my stuff with you soon
and i hope you like my art
and will see more of my artworks in the future
and more in the coming months
and months to come
and i hope to be able to draw more art
and make more art
and stuff like that
and i hope you like my artworks and stuff
and also my art will be very good
for the future of my life
and my life
and my future
and the world as well
and i’m the most important thing
about this game
— online presence (is a constant recognition game for proving your existence in the artist world)
summer has arrived
in the midst of the chaos
and the heat of the day
is the first thing i see
when i wake up in
the middle of the night
and start thinking about
the future of my life
and how much i want
to live for myself
— change of seasons
the world will never know
what i feel about this world
and i will never forget
that i am not alone
in my heart and my soul
for the rest of my life
but the world will never
forget me
— inner world
the same time as yesterday
when you said that you
were coming home
from the airport
to see me
and i was just
thinking about you
and your beautiful smile
i hope you’re doing okay
and that you’re having
fun with your new life
and that you can
always come
back soon
— waiting for you